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[03 Jan 2009|03:45am] |
where do we begin to get clean again
can we get clean again?
i walk home alone with you
and the mood youre born into
sometimes you let me in and I take it on the chin
i cant get clean again
i want to know
can we get clean again?
every glamorous sunrise
throws the planets out of line
a star sign out of whack
a fraudulent zodiac
and the god of wine
is crouched down in my room
you let me down
i said it
now im going down and youre not even around
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[25 Nov 2008|11:20am] |
Step 1: Put your music player on shuffle.
Step 2: Post the first line from the first 25 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing
Step 3: Strike through the songs when someone guesses both artist and track correctly.
Step 4: Looking them up on Google or any other search engine is CHEATING!
1. Start your engines, Start your engines, Start your engines, can we get the chemicals in
2.does it make you indie, does it make you proud?
3.clever got me this far, then tricky got me in
4. she smiled in a big way the way a girl like that smiles
5. shes his yellow brick road leading him on and letting him go as far as she lets him go
6. time for the final bout
7. some might say that sunshine follows thunder
8. a turning tide lovers at a great divide
9. I'm just a simple girl in a high tech digital world
10 Get on top, Get on top..hit me come get me
11. I got dosed by you and closer than most to you
12. On a perfect day somewhat like today we will find each other there
13. I cannot help it I couldnt stop it if i tried
14. I call on Jesus but he didnt check his phone today
15. theres something about the look in your eyes
16. I want to live where soul meets body
17. if youre listening whoaaahhhh
18. the long and winding road
19. light that smoke, yeah one for giving up on me
20. I'm good to go and I'm going nowhere fast
21. Baby's black balloon makes her fly
22. Let me tell y'all what its like being male middle class and white
23. Early in the mornin risin to the street
24. Richard Wagner's letters to his lover Matilda were a mess
25.She's trapped inside her room with reruns on the screen
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| anotther surveeeey |
[01 Oct 2008|11:27pm] |
What's a fact about the last person who had their arms around you?
hm he likes audioslave
What do you currently hear right now?
crickets hahaha
Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
its a jacks mannequin shirt from matt :-)
Are you wearing a necklace, who got it for you?
no
Do you know anyone that smokes weed?
yep
Do you look more like your mom or your dad?
dad i guess
How long does it take you to shower?
10-15 minutes
Can you speak any other language than English?
working on learning french fluently
Do you wear your seat-belt in the car?
yes in the front seat
What jewelry do you wear all the time?
promise ring
What is the last thing you drank?
H2O
If you could have one thing right now what would it be?
hmm a tv in my room hahaha
What was for dinner last night?
hm pork chops?
Where will you be 2 hours from now?
sleeping
What are you doing tomorrow?
class then hw then girls night
What about the following day?
seeing nick and noras infinite playlist yay
Do you have anything in your pockets right now?
dont have pockets hahaha
Do you curse in front of your parents?
sometimes
How many kids do you want?
probably 2
Does anyone hate you?
mm i hope not but maybe?
What's your name?
Leslie
What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
sleeping
Has anyone ever been in love with you?
yes
Are you a jealous person?
mm not so much
Did you have a good birthday last year?
yesss
What does your last inbox text say?
phillies win!
Are you tired right now?
a litttle
Is your hair curly?
no
Last person to be in a car with?
mom
Do you like bananas?
i like strawberries better
Are you happy?
mhm
Do you have any reasons to be happy?
yes in fact i do
What are you looking forward to?
hmmm seeing nick and noras infinite playlist! hahaha
Star Wars or Star Trek?
star wars
Has someone ever made you a BuildABear? hahaha yeah bob made me a green frog one for christmas
yes. a frog.
Who's the last person of the opposite sex you've had a serious conversation with?
mattheewwww
Who is in your house right now besides you?
grandmother, mom, and aunt mary
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[28 Sep 2008|11:18pm] |
Okay, who was the last person who held your hand?
matthew
And who the last person to text you?
matthew
If you could change your eye color what would it be?:
violet like elizabeth taylor :-)
How many pillows are on your bed?
2
When's the last time you cried?
mm i dont remember
When was the last time you laughed really hard?
today with matt
What's the longest you've ever talked on the phone? Who with?
mmm not sure, prob with drea or matt
How many 20 dollar bills do you have on you right now?
none
Whats your mood? Why?right now im pretty calm
earlier i was in a terrible mad
Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with a D?
no
How did you get your last bruise?
uhm i probably fell cause im very clumsy hahaha
Who was the last person you sang to?
matt
What are you excited about?
hm gossip girl tomorrow night..sad right
Who is in your house right now?
aunt, mom, grandmother, holly and tyner :-)
Are your lips chapped?
no
What's your favorite season?
SUMMER.
Who was the last person you leaned or rested on?
matt
Has it snowed recently?
noooo
Favorite color(s)?
green, blue,
Do you dance in cars?
yes
What are you listening to?
angels & airwaves
Do you want to have children?
yes
if so how many?
2, a boy and a girl :-)
If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
no unless it was Matt ahahha
Do you lead people on?
no
Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?
yes of course
What are you doing tomorrow?
going to school.
What did you do today?
hung around home and with matty
Do you know anyone who has messed up your life?
hm well people have tried, but i didn't let them and that was a long time ago.
Do you have a best friend?
yes :-)
Do you have any siblings?
no sir
What are you doing tonight?
sleeping
Are you wearing jewelry?
not at the moment
Where is your shirt from?
hahah i seriously dont know
Have you made anyone laugh when they were crying?
yes
Are you happy?
yess
Are people annoying?
depends on the person
Where were you last night?
eric's
Has anyone ever sang to you?
mhhmm
Who will you be sleeping with tonight?
me
Are you in a relationship?
yesh 3 years with matt <3333333
How many texts are in your inbox?
71
Who was the last person you talked to on the phone & why?
matt and because i wanted to
Do you get butterflies around the person you like?
yep
When was the last time you smiled?
today
what are you NOT looking forward to?
school, work.
Do you plan on moving out next year?
probably not
Are you a forgiving person?
yes
How late did you stay up last night?
like 4
If you could move somewhere else would you?
nope.
Do you prefer to call or text?
it really depends. with matt id rather call but if its someone random..text
Can you live a day without TV?
mm yeah
When was the last time you were extremely disappointed?
hm. when my aunt gave me really ugly pajamas for my birthday. lol.
Has anyone ever told you they were in love with you?
yes :-)
What did you do this past Saturday?
phillliess game
When is the next time you'll hug someone?
tonight..mommmy
Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?
yep
Is the last person you held hands with attractive?
defnitelyyyyyy
How long was your last phone call?
2 minutes 16 seconds
Are you afraid of roller coasters?
mm yes and i dont like them
Are you the same as you were a year ago?
i feel different day to day
Are you taller than your mom?
no i am 5'3 and 1/2 and she is 5'7..lol
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[28 Sep 2008|10:58pm] |
i get depressed watching tv shows with a lot of drama
because i get afraid that these sudden things and unexpected twists will happen to me.
i know life can be unexpected...but im really grateful my life isnt a tv show.
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[08 Jul 2008|03:40pm] |
so here i am at work, and im so bored. i cant believe how boring this job is, its like 5 hours of torture
im just looking forward to like getting paid and i took off for 6 days in july and august so ill be able to spend my last 2 weeks down the shore with nicole totally free from work. Thank God. Im so pumped to live down the shore for a month, its going to be soo awesome hahaha :-) supposedly me and nicole are living with these chill guys who are like barely ever home in OC so that should be good. I haven't met them yet but I'm sure everything will be chill.
I've been over matts like every night this week and its beeen awesome :-) i cant believe we'll be together for 3 years in september...its like all this time has gone by and its like the blink of an eye to me. im so happy with him its ridiculous. hes the sweetest guy ive ever known. we have fun together all the time, and he's my best friend and boyfriend...i love it. mmm i know i sound mushy right now, but i cant help it
asldkjfj this summer is so good, i love seeing my friends everyday
and this beach adventure for an entire month asd;lkkjjjj
ps come visit meeeeeee in OC :-)
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[26 May 2008|12:03pm] |
i hate the argument
you would know if you did it
problems with that argument...
i dont smoke cigarettes but i know they cam give you cancer
i dont do heroine, i know its possible to overdose and die
i dont have unprotected sex, i know you can pregnant
so seriously...i dont really need to DO anything to know what can happen
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[22 Mar 2008|11:06am] |
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It's never too late to show your compassion,
which can enable others to take criticism from you without being offended.
It's often so easy for you to see flaws in others that you don't realize how harsh your casual judgment can seem.
Being gentle can improve your delivery. Remember that it's not about what is wrong; it's about growth and self-improvement.
ive never seen a horoscope that has actually made me think.
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[02 Dec 2007|02:39pm] |
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put itunes on shuffle and...
1.) Are you a male or female? meant to live-switchfoot
2.) Describe yourself? only hope- mandy moore 3.) How do you feel about yourself? under the bridge- red hot chili peppers 4.) Describe your ex boyfriend: easily- red hot chili peppers 5.) Describe your current location: magic medicine- incubus 6.) Describe what you want to be: time stands still- all american rejects 7.) Describe your best friend: clean- incubus hahahaha well she is 8.) Your favorite color is: quicksand-incubus 9.) You know that: ready and waiting to fall 10.) What is the weather like? rock your body- justin timberlake hahahah well is it pretty clubbish outside 11.) If your life was a television show, what would it be called? snow-rhcp 12.) What is life to you? recycled air-postal service 13.) Best advice you have to give: i do not want this- nin 14.) Describe your love life: deep inside of you- 3eb (aw one of my favorites) 15.) How are you going to die? it ends tonight- all american rejects 16.) If you could change your name, what would you change it to? feelin so good-jennifer lopez 17.) What do your friends think of you? rockin the suburbs-ben folds 18.) What is your funeral song going to be? this aint a scene its an arms race- fall out boy 19.) What are you going to repost this as? the warmth-incubus
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| pick today the roses of life. |
[29 Oct 2007|10:47am] |
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Quand vous serez bien vieille, au soir, à la chandelle,
Assise auprès du feu, dévidant et filant,
Direz, chantant mes vers, en vous émerveillant :
Ronsard me célébrait du temps que j’étais belle. Lors, vous n’aurez servante oyant telle nouvelle,
Déjà sous le labeur à demi sommeillant,
Qui au bruit de mon nom ne s’aille réveillant,
Bénissant votre nom de louange immortelle. Je serai sous la terre et fantôme sans os :
Par les ombres myrteux je prendrai mon repos :
Vous serez au foyer une vieille accroupie, Regrettant mon amour et votre fier dédain.
Vivez, si m’en croyez, n’attendez à demain :
Cueillez dès aujourd’hui les roses de la vie.
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[11 Aug 2007|02:11am] |
im holding on your rope
got me ten feet off the ground
and im hearing what you say
but i just cant make a sound
you tell me that you need me
then you go and cut me down
i take another chance, take a fall
take a shot for you
i need you like a heart needs a beat
but its nothing new
today was kind of fucked up.
even though everythings alright now
i still have a million thoughts and i cant think straight.
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[16 Jun 2007|01:51am] |
Scar tissue that I wish you saw
sarcasric mister know it all
close your eyes and ill kiss you
cause with the birds ill share
with the birds ill share this lonely view
with the birds ill share this lonely view
with the birds ill share this lonely view
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[05 Jun 2007|02:25am] |
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HIGH CLASS:•
____________
•[x] You have gone tanning.
•[x] You own an iPod/ Mp3 player.
•[ X] You love Starbucks.
•[x ] You have been called a brat.
•[x] You have tons of shoes.
•[ ] You hate buying things that are on sale.
•[ x] You have a laptop.
•[X ] You love shopping.
•TOTAL: 7
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•GOTHIC:•
_________
•[ ] Black is one of your favorite colors.
•[ ] You wear chains.
•[ ] You like heavy metal.
•[x] You've shopped at Hot Topic.
•[ ] You have worn black lipstick.
•[x] You have/ had/ or wanted piercings.
•[ ] You own a pair of Tripp pants.
•[] You have at least one unnaturally colored haired friend.
•TOTAL: 2
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•PUNK:•
_______
•[ ] You can skateboard.
•[x] You like plaid.
•[x] You have/ love Converse.
•[ ] You hate MTV.
•[]You have/ had/ wanted blue, pink, red, purple, or green hair.
•[] You love mohawks.
•[x] You LOVE Music
•[x] Hate people who pretend to be something they are not.
•TOTAL: 4
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•EMO:
______
•[x] You are depressed sometimes.
•[ ] You have/ had dark colored thick-rimmed glasses.
•[x] You cry easily.
•[x] like sum emo music.
•[x] You've kept a journal/ diary.
•[x] You have written a sad poem.
•[x] you have dyed your hair.
•[ ] You're sad when you're drunk.
•TOTAL: 6
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•GHETTO:•
________
•[ x] You like rap.(sometimes haha)
•[x] Have said "Fo Sho, Fo Shizzle, Fo Sheezy, etc."
•[ ] You have worn/ wanted a grill.
•[ ] You have had a freestyling contest.
•[ ] You have worn your shoes with the tongue flipped out.
•[ ] You've said the N word to a black person and didnt get punched.
•[ ] you know most of the lines from Boyz N Da Hood.
•[ ] You own a huge gold chain with a giant gold pendant.
•TOTAL: 2
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•HARDCORE:•
___________
•[x] You like loud music.
•[x] You love/ like the Ninja Turtles.
•[x] You have slip on shoes.
•[ ] You love Norma Jean.
•[x] People have called you a 'freak' and meant it lovingly.
•[ ] You love to "hardcore" dance.
•[] Your hair has been dyed more than one color.
•[x] You wear jeans a lot.
•TOTAL: 5
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•PREP:•
_______
•[X ] You love the laguna beach..
•[X ] You had/ have/ want a tiny/ small sized dog.
•[ ] Your usual outfits consist of pink.
•[ X] You like buying shoes A LOT.
•[ X] You shop at Hollister.AE,and/ or Abercrombie.
•[ ] Getting your nails done is a fun thing.
•[ X] You have big sunglasses.
•[ ] You cant go anywhere without your hair perfect.
•TOTAL: 5
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•ATHLETIC:•
__________
•[x] You watch the Superbowl.
•[x] You own track shoes or cleats other sports related shoes.
•[ ] You collect jerseys.
•[ ] You have/ had a special shelf for trophies and awards.
•[ ] Your garage/ shed consists of sports equipment.
•[x] You belong/ belonged to a team.
•[x] You have a specific number preferred for your jersey.
•TOTAL: 4
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•SCENE:•
_______
•[ X] You like putting little bows in your hair.
•[x] You have a mini-skirt.
•[x] You have parted your hair to the side.
•[ ] You think polka-dots are way cute.
•[x] You have done a peace sign while you pose for a picture.
•[x] You've been called 'scene' before.
•[ ] You have dyed your hair a bright, neon color.
•[ ] You wear/ wore long, colorful socks with your skirts.
•TOTAL: 5
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•REDNECK:•
__________
•[ ]Gone four wheeling.
•[ ] Went hunting.
•[ ] Owned a four/ three-wheeler or dirt bike... etc.
•[ ] Like to go fishing.
•[X ] Ate beef jerky.
•[ ] Ever said GIT-R-DONE.
•[ ] Listened to the song Redneck Woman.
•[ ] Know who Bocephus is.
•TOTAL: 1
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•METALHEAD:•
___________
•[ X] Wore band t shirts alot or wanted one.
•[ ] If people down talk metal you down talk their favorite music.
•[ ] You like bands like As I Lay Dying, Lamb Of God, and All That Remains.
•[ ] You HATE emos.
•[ ] You love Black Sabbath.
•[ ] You have/ want to go to Ozzfest.
•[ ] You like to headbang.
•[ ] You don't like rap.
•[ X] You have a taste for classic rock as well.
•TOTAL: 2
•The one that you have the most X's under will be your title!!•
Repost this as "What's Your Stereotype? I'm..."
hahaha guess im high class.
whatever.lol
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| why not |
[12 Apr 2007|10:42pm] |
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Comment and I will:
1 - Tell you why I friended you.
2 - Associate you with a song/film.
3 - Tell a random fact about you.
4 - Tell a first memory about you.
5 - Associate you with a character/pairing.
6 - Ask something I've always wanted to know about you.
7 - Tell you my favorite user pic of yours [if it pertains].
8 - In retort, you must spread this disease in your journal.
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| haha stupid thingy |
[11 Apr 2007|11:28am] |
IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?
So, here's how it works:
1. Open your music library.
2. Put it on shuffle.
3. Press play.
4. For every question, type the song that's playing.
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button.
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool...
Opening Credits: the becoming-Nine inch nails
Waking Up: if you dont, dont jimmy eat world
First Day of School: nothing better-postal service
Falling in Love: By the way-Red Hot chili peppers
Fight Song: Don't turn around-ace of base
Breaking Up: Gravity-A perfect circle
Life: Deep inside of you
Mental Breakdown: 21st century-Red hot chili peppers
Driving: Gen on top-Red hot chili peppers
Flashback: here is gone-goo goo dolls
Getting Back Together: Cavanaugh park-Something corporate
Wedding: Around the world-red hot chili peppers
Birth of Child: I want you-3eb
Final Battle: Light grenades-incubus
Death Scene: the background-3eb
Funeral Song: the district sleeps alone tonight-The postal service
End Credits: Don't wait-Dashboard confessional
OH and PS
Happy birthday to Lauren Dig! I love her
and also to my dahhling Robyn it is also her birthday
but she doesnt have a journal
and im pretty positive Lauren will see this so
I love you Lauren and have fun on your last ever teen birthday!
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[25 Mar 2007|01:14am] |
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philly was fun with nikki
everything after that pretty much was lame.
except for hanging with kaiser of course
but i figured out..most of my "friends" i could care less about
theyre bitches, regardless of sex, because theyre assholes
i am so pissed right now, i could seriously just scream.
i dont understand how people can be so rude, especially to people that are supposed
to be their good friends.
you know what. fuck it. i dont care. if im going to be treated like that.....who cares about them
i have plenty of other good friends and i dont fucking need someone who says lame ass shit
to make themselves feel all high and mighty.
fuck fake friends.
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[24 Feb 2007|01:46am] |
i had the dream again
where i was lost for good in outer space...
its not so easy caving in
i walked by your appartement twice today
while you were gone at work
and all the colors got so dim
its not as cold out here
but come quick i am losing feeling
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[06 Feb 2007|07:47pm] |
cause youll be somebody's girl
and you will keep each other warm
but tonight
i am feeling
cold
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